I have been a terrible blogger. Haven't posted anything in two months except fix my template.. and... work on my upcoming blog which will probably be done in ten years and a half.
However, I couldn't let this post pass me by. If I weren't too sleepy last night I would've written about this lengthily.
Your animosity stuns me every single time. Your non-chalance has gone from placid to dispassionate at 120 miles per hour. It's like you're too high above me now, in a pedestal that some new pick-up set up for you, and you sit there so comfortably, forgetting your friends down below. And back then I was just frustrated that we didn't get the chance to resolve things, but now I'm just mad. Why the arrogance? Are you in such a better place than where other people are that you have to show off your pomposity at every chance you get? What's to answer me back respectfully? Is it so hard to do? Does it hurt your ego in some way to reply that you just had to brush me off your shoulder like some fragile dandelion? Sure you may just have been busy. Or, you could've also chosen to totally ignore my kind-hearted and sincere remark. For crying out loud, are you all that great that I had to look up to you all these years? Well guess what, I'll let that thing pass as if it never happened because you have never been this cold. I knew you'd reach that point eventually. Brush me off again, and I'll forget you, too. Maybe I'm thinking too deep into this horseshit, but it annoys me that you don't even give a damn.
at 5:56 PM
