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Per Ardua Ad AstraI will never stop wondering why the water in the fish tank is so audible that it's still bubbling in my dreams, when i wake up, when i sleep, in my dreams, when i wake up, when i sleep... It is still making that running stream sound which to others is very relaxing but otherwise, for me. And I don't understand it.
At 2 minutes past 1 in the morning, I feel the need to crawl into bed and get enough rest. This whole working for six days straight is not something I would want to get into again. But, I did exchange it for a weekend out with friends I haven't seen in nearly two years, so it is still definitely worth all the sleepy-eyes, can-barely-wake-up-for-school, forgot-my-keys-for-work-that-i-had-to-drive-to-the-airport-and-back-AND-use-a-payphone-only-to-find-out-i-grabbed-quarter-looking-pisos-by-mistake-and-call-my-coworker-who-never-picks-up-her-cellphone-to-help-me-out routine. Whew. The pictures will say it all after I've uploaded them. =)
And here I am now, enjoying the coolness that the couch brings since it's the only thing in this room that's amazingly not affected by the excellent heater. I'm longing for conversation I seem to be lacking for quite some time now. As someone once told me, friendships don't have to be loquacious to be meaningful. But right now, maybe I'm in the mood for something garrulous. Even for just tonight. But everything and everyone I am counting on are quiet.
Except the fish tank.
(And no, I am not stupid and will NOT talk to the fish. Stop thinking that if you are. It's not even close to funny.) Goodnight!
I guess having lost my entire sidebar will not work for me, but it's no reason either to start anew. =)
I am Jik. I believe in miracles, and I believe in hope. I am not prude nor old-fashioned even though I believe that Love is very real and that it governs the world. I am not selfish even though I may be materialistic. I am not weak even though I sometimes crumble down to my knees. I am not poor even though I have very little in my bank account. I try to embody what courage is all about and I try to do everything in spontaneity. I invest a whole lot of passion in anything I do, and I am and always will be a dreamer. I admire people who uphold their beliefs in life, as I try to do so myself. I always strive for the perfection of character, and make myself into the person I want to become. I seek for the greater scheme of things, the tapestry of how everything falls into an exquisite, sublime plan. And my greatest fortune is having found the secret of my life. This I intend to share with all of you someday.
Makulit. Malikot. Mababaw. I'm thumbelina, sweetie, choknat, bitch, bastard, bruhilda, gaga, bubwit, baby, hoebag, dumbass, jiffy, jikinini, jikydoodles, gicgic, jikulit, jikywiky, jikaru, jikers, jikee, jikijik, jikjik, jik, jixie, jikita, jikita banana, jikitita, jikaboo, or what have you. I'm the Jik you know and ever will know.