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Per Ardua Ad AstraWhat is it about Joss Stone that makes the world seem as if there were no final exams, moving back to LA, feeling the desperate need to reply to friends' messages in Friendster but can't find the time to, fix songs in iTunes then transfer to the iPod, make blog entries and links to thumbnailed pictures, do homework, study Spanish, try and help making corsages, eat, sleep.. Ack! Too many things to do, too little time. But Joss Stone and this particular song makes everything stop for a second, just the way I'd want them to, and me in this black rocking seat makes everything else go a little slower. Keeps me a little more attuned. Relaxed. Comfortable, even. Something that I won't be feeling for the next weeks to come. I know the world outside the blinds that make the sun semi-permeable into the room is constantly changing, with a different thing happening each second, but just for now, just for this moment, I'll embrace this placid, lucid state. Boy oh boy, I'm actually secretly content where I am.
I guess having lost my entire sidebar will not work for me, but it's no reason either to start anew. =)
I am Jik. I believe in miracles, and I believe in hope. I am not prude nor old-fashioned even though I believe that Love is very real and that it governs the world. I am not selfish even though I may be materialistic. I am not weak even though I sometimes crumble down to my knees. I am not poor even though I have very little in my bank account. I try to embody what courage is all about and I try to do everything in spontaneity. I invest a whole lot of passion in anything I do, and I am and always will be a dreamer. I admire people who uphold their beliefs in life, as I try to do so myself. I always strive for the perfection of character, and make myself into the person I want to become. I seek for the greater scheme of things, the tapestry of how everything falls into an exquisite, sublime plan. And my greatest fortune is having found the secret of my life. This I intend to share with all of you someday.
Makulit. Malikot. Mababaw. I'm thumbelina, sweetie, choknat, bitch, bastard, bruhilda, gaga, bubwit, baby, hoebag, dumbass, jiffy, jikinini, jikydoodles, gicgic, jikulit, jikywiky, jikaru, jikers, jikee, jikijik, jikjik, jik, jixie, jikita, jikita banana, jikitita, jikaboo, or what have you. I'm the Jik you know and ever will know.